the new norm

 its kind of challenging for all of us.

we need to change our routine.

we have to fit with the situation and everything.

no more free to go.. no more follow the flow..

may this Ramadhan brings me a lot of sabar inside me and to be strong to handle.

In this Ramadhan I try to coup the new norm.

Sometimes I will brokedown, but I will stand back stronger..

As day by day pass.. this shall go through..

Testing

 Halooo !! Its been a while.. anybody still here??

ALMOST THERE

And today is the last day before d-day. oh my !
mixed feeling here..
everything is not under control anymore. HAHAHA
may everything going smooth..

pop out

Hello ! im back.. anyone want to ask anything.. hahaha

Nothing

Hello ! Its already near to the end of the year, lately ive been too sensitive. Why ?? I dont have the answer. Suddenly i can feel sad, mad, happy, excited, flashback, and more. 

Fakers go aways

I never ask cause it might hurt their feelings, relationship and more. I can feel that they are stay away from me and among my close friends. But then, i tought it was over because it already few years back. I hope us can be friends like truly friends. But it was not worth at all.. Friends that I appreciate was only my close friend and certain team mates. Others are fake. Friends like them is really the things that i dont really need.

Because you have work to earn money doesnt mean im not having struggle to save my money too.. I dont like other people buy for me.. Are you there everytime we buy things, shopping or else?.. Dont just simply judge me as im not have part time job like yours! When somebody talk shxt bout the person you care, you tend to get upset.. So do I.. Just im not good enough to stand there for you.. Sorry..

I think thats why we are being isolated  in that kind of friendship. So I thankfully that i have 2-3 close friends rather than 20-30 fake friends. I hate talk about friend because they are more on taking advantage rather than helping.. Sweet moment of friendship is when you have 2-3 peoples who really really care bout you even we are not always contact each other but we have each others back.

Weak-end

Did you have a person that you cant get enough looking at him/her?

I have this one person. I just realized that i like to watch that person closely. I think i cant get enough by watch that person. Am i okayy?? Hahaha

When i watch, everything comes jnto my mind.. Hey this person is the one i love right. What is in their mind? Are they think bout me? What are they think about? Too many question yet, none is answered because im just stare and watch..

Pissed off

Hey. When it already stop , why you set up the fire again?! Seems like you are late to know the news, when everyone have cool down so why you should arise that issue again?! Please stop. No one want to talk about it anymore. It terms of how to protect their dreams. Maybe its too extreme. But, it wont change anything, so let it pass. You dont have to exaggerate. Those boys are more tough and matured enough to think which is the best for them. Just stop your rant right now cause everyone is cooling down.

Nonstop

Lots of thing in mind and heart become heavy yet no word cant describe world is full of surprise kiss me a lie or slap me truth of reality the sweetest of lie or bitter of truth which side would i want at the end

Step

A confident lead to a little steps. May this path that I choose is the best for me.. To set a whole new world needs a whole new plan with a strong willingness.. 

رب يسر ولا تعسر 

Wishlist

My wish list >> to go his / their fan meeting / fan signing

Next >> getting his autograph.. Love love love

Next >>> watch him as close as i cann.. Melting melting

Then >>> give a fluffy gift.. Kawai desu !!

Most important thing >>> going to their live and concert !!!

;D

Those edays make me wanna hide mine (if i have someday) . I dun know why.. But if i have my day, deep in my heart i just want it as simple as only family and very very close friend are being told about it.. :)

Whats up

Its been a long tume since im into fan mode. Tweeting voting searching . All those thing that is my first time doing it. It kind a busy and really need a commitment. Woahh salute fir those fansite master.. There are doing good job. 

Actually, i wanna say that its been a long time we are not seeing each other. I always ask uou when last we met? Yup it feels sooooo long.. Yet, it was the best thing because when we meet i feel like i cant stop see you.. Woahh.. Is that sign of a love?? Winkeu winkeu.. Kekeke

For some reason i love this kind of situation where we are hardly met but if we meet, its like a blossom flower feeling.. 

FM AM

This is enough to make me have a sweet dream .. Hihihi

Dreaming

I wish to open a boutique with my brand on it. But, I need to learn saw and other things too.. :)

Love letter

Tahu lah buat kena ikhlas dari hati. 

Yup. I know that. But still sometimes even you have to pretend, can you just pretend to be the sweet person for me. Lately, i wish to get all those sweet things. Too much drama i think. But to think about it, it wasnt a bad thing. 

Im really a person who love the art of writting. The way you express your feeling through writing. It really makes me  amuse and amaze and fall for that charm of writting. 

But then, not every ur wishes will fulfill. Cause it wasnt for ur needed. It just ur want.

Thats it. 

Let me give you this

The best thing you can give is happiness. Through any possibility ways, you can create ur happiness.. Catch ur dream and never give up. As long as we believe that every single person will find their on way to be happy. 

Im survived !

Ada orang sudah sembuh.. Good! Boleh sambung buat lagu best best.. 

Dedicated to you

He always there for me. Since I am his friend. Until now. Still his friend.. But friend that 'special friend' maybe. Hahaha. And now someone is using other way to express his feeling.. Nice way to show. Lucky that I opened up that site. Usually, Im checkingon it when there is nothing at my TL. Thank you for always listen to me. Giving and spending ur time for me because you have nothing to do without me. Kah kah kah !! Perasannn sangat..

And support me become a fangirl.. Listen to my korean songs. Sing together. Sharing picture of that guy.. Kah kah kah!! Thank youuuu.. 

1001 emotion

And yesss!! His black hair is back.. In love with this black hair style.. He is the best in this colour rather than others.. Kekekeke

And the last concert begin 

Cr : on pic 

Unfortunately, he injured in the middle of the concert. Their last concert!! 

Kaki terseliuh masa lompat lompat.. Speedy recover ya ! 

The concert end . The very last concert for We Will . Next concert is Autumn Tour concert . All 13 concerts at Japan . Oh I wish Im studying there or working there . Next, please world tour pulak ! Hahaha.. Demand..

Pano-cam

This is my first time using panorama camera. Not used to it.. Just test the camera..

So how? The other pic have been deleted due to gambar huduh.. Kakaka